Angiogram2

Well the test is done, as you know and the results were good. The test was not as big a deal as it seemed when i first learned that i should have it. It was good to have Christina there. I felt loved and she gave Luke someone to interact with while i slept.. And it was fun to sit up into the night talking, too. 🙂

I have been thinking today about the future. Weight watchers meet on Thursday. I intend to go and this time i intend to weight in and join. There is something positive about a bunch of people with a common goal.

Lorna’s new baby

Lorna actually had her baby last week, but i am just now learning about it. The hospital puts their baby pictures online for parents to share which is nice…..

If you would like to take a look at your new cousin, once removed, go here:

home2

go to: Net Nursery

Sign-in name: Esquero
Password: MiaRose (one word, and i do not think case matters)

And i am sitting here wondering if i should send the password over the net. How paranoid of me. She is not even at the hospital any more! What possible difference could it make?

Angiogram

Well, the decision is made…. Actually i made the decision over last weekend and made it real on Tuesday when i called my doctor and set up the angiogram. It has taken a while for the date to be set. It will be on Tuesday at 8AM. Luke will take me to the hospital and stay all day. (From what i have read online, it will take less than an hour but i will be kept at the hospital till i pass all the dye that they use, about 6 hours.) I am afraid my doctor’s nurse is new and was not very good at telling me what to expect because she does not know. Every question requires a call back because she has to ask someone. Anyway…. Luke will be with me Tuesday and Triplett is in SA and she plans to be here Tuesday and Wednesday, and Thursday if i need her, to wait on me. 🙂 I doubt if i will require waiting on, but it is nice that she is dropping everything to come take care of me. I have a feeling she will be a good at it.

Actually, I am thinking i might get her to drywall the new bathroom. She is good at it….

We will see how much “waiting on” I need and how long she thinks it will take and if her wrists are up to it.

I will be calling you about this, Chris and Christina… I guess this writing is more “for the record.”

Test Results

Well, my doctor called today. I was expecting a call on Monday, and when it did not come I thought that probably meant the results were ok… but she called today. There are 2 sets of pictures for her to look at: pre-stress and post-stress. The pre-stress pictures are fine. The post-stress pictures are, again, iffy.

Last time i had this test done I moved (because i was told to move!) during the test, so the problem indicated was probably not real, but it had bothered my doctor. This time that problem was not there, which means that it really was just the moving that caused it.

But this time there is indication of another problem. Unfortunately it is in an area of the heart that, in obese people, often gives a false positive. The post-stress pictures show that an area of my heart is not getting enough blood…. meaning a blockage. Perhaps it means a blockage that is not big enough that it hinders blood flow when i am at rest, but when the need is greater, not enough blood gets thru. On the other hand, it could be nothing.

There is risk to my heart if a part of it is short on blood… that part can die and scar over.

The doctor recommends we do an angioplasty. That is a fairly simple, fairly common surgery. The doctor runs a probe up a vein in the groin to the heart and has a look. If there is a blockage, they can take care of it. If there is not, she tells me it would be good to know that for sure.

It seems that a blockage makes a heart attack more likely. It also makes exercise riskier. If we can know for sure that there is nothing there I can push without wondering if i am hurting my heart or running a risk. She says that a blockage takes years to form so i could feel free for years.

Problem is that this is surgery. No matter how common, there is risk. In any surgery there is risk from the anesthesia. This risk is greater due to my weight.

In this surgery there is risk of damage to the leg where the probe is inserted, This can be anything from a huge bruise to knocking something loose which goes down the leg causing lack of circulation (I know of a man this happened to, he had to have his foot amputated when it died due to non-circulation, and yes, he had been haunting his doctor and emergency rooms with the problem – it was not something he ignored.) or goes up to the brain causing a stroke. This risk is greater due to my weight.

There is also a risk of damage to the blood vessels. I wonder about my blood vessels because i have inherited some of my mother’s problems with veins. Her doctor wanted to do this procedure to her and could not. They tried but her veins collapsed around the probe every time. Of course the damage they are referring to when they talk about the risk is a nick, I think, which i am not too worried about. If i were worried about the skill of my surgeon, i would not have her operating on me.

There is a risk of smilar damage to the heart.

There is risk to the kidneys. It seems that they have to put in some stuff that is very hard on kidneys. My kidneys, she says, could”probably handle it.” Only I just had radioactive stuff for this test. My kidneys anf liver are stressed from that. And i have kidney pain from time to time. It goes away when i concentrate on drinking water. I had a kidney stone. I do not know if the stress on the kidneys is worth it.

I told her i needed to think about it. I am thinking.

I know that i have more shortness of breath when i exert, more than even a year ago, maybe. It seems that way to me. Occasionally, if i push, it feels like more than just being out of shape. It would be nice to know for sure that i could push myself.

I wonder, if a blockage takes years to develop, why is this blockage showing this time, serious enough to merit surgery, when it did not show up at all last time. If it is a small amount of blockage, it seems like there should be other ways of dealing with it. She talks about a percentage of blockage. I am not sure what percent she thinks this is. If it takes so long for blockage to develop, snd this blockage did not even show up 10 months ago, surely it cannot be that bad now.

They are always talking about plavix (sp?) on tv… it is supposed to prevent blockage. It seems like there ought to be somehting i could do to clean out a small blockage. Of course i find lots of things that claim they do online… but do i want to risk my health on something that could be a scam?

She is supposed to call me again tomorrow. I will ask her more questions.

I will ask her about how urgent it is that i have this surgery and would it be better to wait if i were to lose some weight. She is talking about diet pills (which also stress the kidneys). If i took diet pills i ought to lose some.

I wish the test results had been clear. It would be much easier to decide if they were clear.

Part 2

The second part of the test went well. I think it will show nothing. The funny thing is that my chest feels better tonight than it has in a long time. Very odd. I will have to ask my doctor about it.

part 1

The first part of the test went well enough, i think. The first part is easy. I left for the hospital at 8:30 and got home between 1 and 2. Pretty well shot the day. I wonder why they tell me not to eat. They shoot me with this stuff and tell me to go to the cafeteria and eat something while the stuff works it’s way into my bloodstream. So why do i need to not eat the night before??? Oh well, it is not like it hurts me.

boredom

I am bored…… I am so blasted bored…… I want to Eat soemthing but i can’t because i am having a test tomorrow and eating tonight is forbidden. I should have tests run every tomorrow. It is about the only thing tht keeps me from eating when i am bored.

Stress

Tomorrow i go in for the first part of my super-stress test. Even knowing what it entails i am looking forward to it. Well, actually, the test is not hard. The hardest thing will be getting stuck with a needle. so they can put the goop in me. The nurses often have a hard time getting a vein right. The thing that they will be doing that i really don’t like is putting the goop in…. it is some sort of glow in the body stuff… slightly radioactive if i recall. They will put some in tomorrow, and put some more in on Friday, and on Friday i get some extra gunk to make my heart pump like it is stressed. I hate having them put things like that in my body. They tell me it dissipates, but i know it is not good for me.

But then i said something like that to a doctor once about medicine… that i hated to stress my body with chemicals. She said, well you don’t seem to mind stressing it with food and that is doing you more harm than the medicine. That has stuck in my mind. She had a point.

The reason I am looking forward to this test is that it will answer, for a while, the question of “how is my heart?” If it is doing fine, i will step up the exercise. If it is not…. well, the doctor will do what needs to be done, and hopefully that will go well… and then i can step up the exercise without fearing that i will knock something loose.

Producing Working Code

I knew that the start of my employment was going to be a bit rough. The application is huge and constantly growing. The code base is complex. And there is little documentation on how everything works. You have to ask the guys who built it what everything does. (one of said head gents is the guy I’m working under)

Aside from a little trip out to Ozona Texas to retrieve (and return the next day) a server, I’ve been working on a project that has been in the ‘would be great, but not essential’ category. Not a major project, but it is a great introduction to the system. Today I finished it. It works, it has my own thought processes behind the scenes, and it is good. Ok, it will be looked at by a few of the high up guys to see if there could be improvements. Fun thing is, this code is likely to be put into production in a few client sites by the end of the week. Just out to a few places that will use it. Any issues with the program will be discovered and, I’m sure, will be handed off to me for solving. Personally, I don’t think I’ll be getting any calls about it beyond ‘how do i’ type calls.

Tomorrow I’ll be moving onto something completely different. And to think that I haven’t even gotten a chance to fill out all the paperwork about being an employee yet. (but I have gotten my first paycheck; yea, that’s nice)