New Glasses

I’ve had the same pair of glasses for about four years.  Or maybe it was five years.  I can’t remember.  A long time either way.

One of the downfalls of modern glasses are the various coatings they put on the lenses.  New, they work great and do good things.  Given time, they start to fall apart.  Which my old pair has been doing for at least a year now.  I wouldn’t be suprised if this was a feature of the coatings. 

Anyway, the new glasses have just arrived.  They are, as one would hope, awesome.   Everything is clear again, text is readable at a distance, and there is the general joy of having something new.

Pictures will follow when I get a chance.

for you ebay people…

For those of you that do ebay, and are in need of tools, here’s a place to look:  Sears on Ebay

That’s sears liquidating returned items.  Pretty clear notices that there might be parts missing and all that, but some guys at the office have gotten good stuff this way.  (a couple of drills for better than 75% off the buy new price).

If I had the money, and had the non-time-dependent need, they have several 100+ piece sets out there for much less than you’d pay at the store.  As of now, there is one ~348 piece set out there.  Regular price in store would be about 550; the ebay item is sitting at 200.  (ok, with 1 day to go on the auction, so it’ll climb)

Even so, I imagine buying a large set like that for 100 bucks off retail price, then going to a store to buy a few missing pieces… you’d probably come out ahead.

Anyway, just something interesting out there.

kind of like deja vu

We took Mr. Blue to the vet today. Right before Christmas I noticed a small little lump on his back right hip. I couldn’t even find it every time I tried and I admittedly kept quiet. Then within the last month… it seemed to just grow out of no where. It is odd shaped, very firm, and seems to be attached to something (even to my lay person’s touch). I had a bad feeling about all of this… so it didn’t come as a shocker at all when the vet mentioned possibilities like “fibrosarcoma.” I was kind of shocked that he even mentioned that it could be vaccine related, though it was hard to say right now.

Tuesday Mr. Blue will go and get his growth removed and sent for biopsy. The vet felt like it was best to go ahead and remove it all now. Once we know for sure what it is…then we’ll know. Chris and I have decided that if it is something that is going to return we are not going to put him through chemo or additional surgeries but make the rest of his days as happy as possible. The vet also said that he’s seen the masses come back anywhere from before it was time to take the stitches out to years and it was a toss up.

We’re all doing ok. Just kind of in that “well DAMN” phase….but I know that this isn’t the first time something like this has come up and that you guys understand too.

Random thoughts and Little Things

– We’ve gone a week without air conditioning. Weather was nice enough and having the house open that long did wonders for getting rid of the random weird smells that build up in a house. Now if we can just get the kitty boxes to not smell, we’ll be doing great. Anyway, we had to turn the AC back on to deal with humidity. The carpets were starting to feel a bit too damp.

– The 3 movies, unlimited plan has the best ‘dollars per movie’ ratio at Netflix. You would actually come out a dollar and change ahead if you had two people, each with the 3xUnlimited than getting a single 6xUnlimited account.

– Downloading a new podcast’s catalog of ~40 issues at 3-40 minutes each eats through hard drive space fast. Especially when doing it on four new podcasts ‘just to try out’. Makes me happy to have a larger Ipod.

– Speaking of Ipods, I enjoy watching movies on it. On some mornings (weekends), Aleah will wake up if I get up… and promptly fall back asleep once I’m carrying her around. She’ll wake back up if I put her down, and repeats the process. So I’ve taken to watching a movie on the ipod while she sleeps on me. I’ve watched more movies in the past week or two than I have… um… in a few months.

– I should really keep away from camera lens reviews when I know there is a tax refund coming our way soon. So many other things that the money can get used for instead.

– Some days I think it would be cool to do a massive house cleaning, then hire a cleaning service to come out and do the detail work I usually don’t have time to get done. (baseboards, fans, mirrors, windows; that sort of stuff) I think that’s just about the only way we would reach that ‘really clean house’ goal these days.

– Pursuant to the above, I have way too much stuff for the amount of storage we have. Time to get a ladder and check out the attic!

Fred

Fred, Andrea’s husband, passed away early Saturday evening. I don’t know any more than that.

The funeral is Saturday. I thought we had it all worked out how we were going to go, but things have changed. We were going to drive but now Luke wants to fly. He wants to be able to arrive rested and stay longer which is completely understandable. But i don’t want to fly, and i need to have my doctor check something out first anyway. So travel plans are all up in the air again.

I do not expect you guys to go to the funeral; it is not like you were close. But I guess i will tell you time and date and all when i find out… or better, i will call.

Is Inequality Making Us Sick? (another installment)

Watched another show in the series. This one was about unemployment and hopelessness and how they affected health.

They illustrated with a town where the main business was a factory. People worked there, earning a good living, and then all of a sudden the company moved manufacturing to another country where they pay $1.50 an hour instead of $15 and benefits mean giving employees a free bus ride to work.

The loss of the factory was devastating to the town. Suddenly almost everyone was unemployed. People who had thought they would have a job forever suddenly had no good options. They could stay where they had built a home and put down roots and maybe find a job that paid minimum wage and had no benefits or they could start from scratch somewhere else (which is especially hard for those who are older and more established). The people in the town feel powerless. They realize that they are not in control of their lives. Some outside force can sweep away all they have built.

The people in the town had to accept their new circumstances. In a way that acceptance gave them peace, but it did not take away the feeling of powerlessness or hopelessness, which are major components of depression. When i think of depression I tend to think of depression without cause, but depression with cause has the same effect.

They went on to explore how other countries handle mass lay-offs, and how there is a growing gap between the haves and the have-nots, particularly in this country. The gap in this country is greater than any in any other developed country in the world.

You know how you can know something and yet not KNOW it? (And how you can KNOW something and still, every once in a while run across something that makes you KNOW it again?)

The show was interesting and informative… But it also made me think of myself because many of the feelings they were talking about are the same feelings i have had, to one extent or another, for most, perhaps all, of my life. I resist thinking of my feelings as depression, but no matter what the root cause or what name you put in it, when you feel powerless, the effect is the same! I suppose that was the “ah-ha” for me… that the effects are the same… particularly when one woman was talking about her weight gain, and then self-medicating with food and alcohol was discussed.

Of course the effects are the same! No matter what you call cause, depression or feeling powerless, you feel the same way, and you do the same things to feel better. I had not really thought of it that way.

Just interesting


(I have rewritten this 3 or 4 times, trying to say what i want to say without getting off on some tangent. Even now i am not so much satisfied with it as i am tired of messing with it. I am going to post. So, if you are reading along and suddenly something does not make sense or there is a lack of flow….. it is because of all the rewrites. I am so tired of it now that i am tempted not to post at all…. but then there would be all that time spent for nothing!)

Politics

I don’t know how to categorize this…. maybe as a rant? politics? In the news?

There is a furor going on right now about Obama and his comments on people in small towns. I can’t for the life of me figure out why. Someone asked him a question, to which he responded, “You go into these small towns in Pennsylvania and, like a lot of small towns in the Midwest, the jobs have been gone now for 25 years and nothing’s replaced them, and it’s not surprising that they get bitter, they cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren’t like them or anti-immigrant sentiment or anti-trade sentiment as a way to explain their frustrations.”

What is wrong with that? One of the things that i like about Obama is that he, more than the other candidates, tells it like it is, and usually people appreciate it. To me, he is, again, telling it like it is. When you take away the jobs that support a community, any community, the people in that community get desperate and angry and frustrated and bitter. They turn to things that give them comfort (religion), things that give then a sense of power (guns and the right to own them), and they look around for who to blame (companies that hire illegals who will work under the radar for so much less, or that ship jobs overseas, or buy cheap imports to save a buck). It is a problem. It is not “elitist” to say so, it is not saying anything against anyone, it is just the way it is.

Why the furore? I have heard about this on the news all day today. Obama’s opponents apparently have the country, particularly the state where the comment was made, all whipped up into a frenzy about it.

I don’t understand 1) why anyone is upset, and 2) why anyone lets those who so obviously have an ulterior motive turn it into some sort of insult.

Honestly!

Innocent shot

The original was nice, but I didn’t think it was totally in the ‘wow, cool shot’ territory.

Change a few things around, apply a few effects, and I think the picture is much better. In fact, this one is printed and sitting on my desk at work now.

I'm innocent

Images, revisited

I’ve posted a few images here and there with comments to the effect of “wish I could edit this image”.

Well, I’m running a trail version of Lightroom so I can do just that. Lightroom is a photo-editing program put out by Adobe. I like it and would love to own it. Right now, however, spending the $300 on the program isn’t going to happen. And I know they have Lightroom 2 just around the corner; they have the beta of that out, expires in August… so I’m hoping they will release it just in time for Christmas. Perhaps I’ll get it around that time, one way or another.

Anyway. Pictures.

A few posts back you can see the original of this picture; here it is edited:

shadows

A bit farther back, you can spot the original of this one:

full speed ahead

Both of these images have been made into prints, both 4×7 and 12×18 sizes. We will be finding a few big picture frames when we can find them on sale; till then, the pictures are sitting in a stack.

To avoid posting the full set of 56 new pictures, I’ll stop with those two. I plan on posting a few more favorite images.

Flickr Link for those that had trouble getting to my pictures.